Blueeeeeeeeeeesssssssssss deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
*sigh*
Wanting to be more healthy leaves me feeling a hell of a lot more like crap than I ever did before
Body s confused.
Is it puking my guts out? Trowing all out, un- poisoning itself _hopefully_ or am I really majorly sick? And I'm going running, always was a runner and now I do, literally I fucking Run. And I love it. Alone and brainless, Loving it.
I don't know
what the Hell this body is doing
But I never felt so unhealthy not smoking
It's at least half as bad as if I Was Fucking smoking.. *hanging on_hanging on*
Looking at my picture walls in here,
thinking,
leave me wondering