crawling into me, gathering silently
<gather all, to the rhythm of the waves>

unable to see, frozen to the bone
what is this so over flooding me,
gotten blind again, frozen to the immensely intense
block it, eat it, holding in devouring it all
<blocked again to the rhythm of the seasons>

can you see me running, flying?
energized pretty one
until the body stops to pretend
leaving me in the dark cold place i keep it so well
down in down under in this fucking malfunctioning machine

wondering
am i eating it or is it eating me? Devouring or devoured be?
body reacting, going silent, falling apart ->out of touch
neglecting, locking out my useless distracted lying mind
<unable to breath to the rhythm of life>

chocked by the melting icicles...a sudden flood. something inside is moving
stirred, waken up aiwaiting to become real
here she comes see me, stir me, move me, help me to breath and discover any heart again guessing hoping its still in here
<it' s chocking me to the rhythm of your words>

icecrack... meltdown, breaking are we?
finally. break me. ups, suddenly exploding. don't fight don't flee .. nor freeze <to the rhythm of the pain>
<unmounted to the rhythm of your focused light>
heart trough your eyes Damn don't mirror me..InLakesh..ye i know

reign of tears puke my heart out.
breathing, breathing.. tears
<tears a falling to the rhythm of letting go season>

tears, weight, fears, ghosts, voices all dropping, freeing, leave me falling down on the ground
take all from me. bringing my eyes back to live
<crying to the endless rhythm of tears melting me out of my cage>

breathing tears until i can taste my heart again
liberating reign of tears. thank u